It's April now. Another month to AS. And i just finished my mid-test exam. GREAT. Anyway, the month passed by peacefully. I think. Of course not la!! With my class always crazy one la!! XD First, i shall review about my papers. SUCKY!! I don't know, maybe it's just me. Got back Chemistry today. As usual, 60+ and others go higher than me. But this time almost everyone got A. At least half the class. So i'm one of the lowest. I don't really care bout scores, but when half the class got A and i barely got a C, i sort of feel left out. I WANNA GET AN A TOO!! But i know i won't, i just suck at Chemistry. And then there's Physics. I got kinda good for paper 1, at least to my standard la. And i got 40+ for paper 2. So that makes another 60+ paper. YAY!! =) Apparently i got 80 for Maths, according to YSS. That means i still need to get another 100 for GP and F.M. Got so easy meh? Just pray la.
And now for the gossip for the month. For last month also. YV and JOHN!! After all that drama, chasing here and there, crying here and there, they finally coupled!! =) Before this they were already acting like a couple, but denying they are. So yeah. What a surprise! =P
But somehow i feel they won't last long. I mean not that i don't want them to, but i just have that feeling. Still, congratz to them both!! When's my turn i wonder? XD Probably i won't. LOL. I'm just the kind of person who falls in love without realising it, and when i do, it's already too late. I think. Since i haven't before, i can't imagine the feeling of liking someone romantically. So yeah. I can imagine my life during 30s, working like anything and still living with my mom. XD
Signing off.
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Sunday, March 6, 2011
March!! Don't push February away!!
Another month is gone. Yeah. Which means I'm getting nearer and nearer to A-Levels exam. And i just lost all my momentum in doing tutorials and studying.. D:
And so, talking bout February, quite a boring month. Boring as in everything is as usual. Boring as in not much lepak-ing and movie marathon-ing. Thinking back, i think i didn't go for any outing at all in February. OTL
Two more weeks and Mid Course attacks. NOOOOO~!!!!
But there's no helping it. Probably pray real hard i can still keep my scholarship. And at the rate i'm going, most probably not. Yeah, i can start thinking my speech when explaining to my mom.
And to make things worse, i was kinda emo last week and the week before that. I just lost all my fun-ness and became a down, down, DOWN, kind of guy. Hmmm. I don't feel like doing anything at all. :( Not even playing any games. Maybe i'm too stressed or it's just a phase. (god knows what phase it is)
But probably it's just my problem. I don't know. I've been thinking a lot. How sad my life is. How alone and helpless am i in this world. How i can't accomplish anything that i wanna accomplish. How bad am i as a person to other people. And then i realised what a " good " life i am having right now. OTL
Yeah. And i probably wasn't a good friend to anyone. I feel it's hard to be friends with me. As a boy, i don't indulge in things that boys like. Football? NO. Action packed movies? NO. Arcade? NO. And you may think i like stuff that girls like. NO. A big fat NO. At least to most of the things. And this means i'm sort of like in the middle. And no one is in the middle. But me. D:
And then i have no one to talk to. Absolutely no one. One: I don't have a best-friend-mom or dad or brother and definitely not sister. Two: I don't wanna kacau my friends with my problems. So conclusion? Keep it in and shut it in my heart forever and ever and after. And i was trained to keep everything to myself. Being the youngest i have no say in anything and no one to express my feelings to. And so i was used to keeping things to myself already. Bravo! OTL
Looking at facebook posts which say "awww..i miss you.." I never got any of that. Yeah. I'm being ridiculous. And i'm being the LOA guy. OTL But i can't help but feeling sad, lonely and sad. No one bothered to remember me. Am i so easily forgotten? Oh well.
That just showed how lonely and attention-seeker i was. But i guess i can't be good friends with everyone. And i'm tired of being someone i'm not just so they can accept me.
I'm just so, so tired..
Signing off.
And so, talking bout February, quite a boring month. Boring as in everything is as usual. Boring as in not much lepak-ing and movie marathon-ing. Thinking back, i think i didn't go for any outing at all in February. OTL
Two more weeks and Mid Course attacks. NOOOOO~!!!!
But there's no helping it. Probably pray real hard i can still keep my scholarship. And at the rate i'm going, most probably not. Yeah, i can start thinking my speech when explaining to my mom.
And to make things worse, i was kinda emo last week and the week before that. I just lost all my fun-ness and became a down, down, DOWN, kind of guy. Hmmm. I don't feel like doing anything at all. :( Not even playing any games. Maybe i'm too stressed or it's just a phase. (god knows what phase it is)
But probably it's just my problem. I don't know. I've been thinking a lot. How sad my life is. How alone and helpless am i in this world. How i can't accomplish anything that i wanna accomplish. How bad am i as a person to other people. And then i realised what a " good " life i am having right now. OTL
Yeah. And i probably wasn't a good friend to anyone. I feel it's hard to be friends with me. As a boy, i don't indulge in things that boys like. Football? NO. Action packed movies? NO. Arcade? NO. And you may think i like stuff that girls like. NO. A big fat NO. At least to most of the things. And this means i'm sort of like in the middle. And no one is in the middle. But me. D:
And then i have no one to talk to. Absolutely no one. One: I don't have a best-friend-mom or dad or brother and definitely not sister. Two: I don't wanna kacau my friends with my problems. So conclusion? Keep it in and shut it in my heart forever and ever and after. And i was trained to keep everything to myself. Being the youngest i have no say in anything and no one to express my feelings to. And so i was used to keeping things to myself already. Bravo! OTL
Looking at facebook posts which say "awww..i miss you.." I never got any of that. Yeah. I'm being ridiculous. And i'm being the LOA guy. OTL But i can't help but feeling sad, lonely and sad. No one bothered to remember me. Am i so easily forgotten? Oh well.
That just showed how lonely and attention-seeker i was. But i guess i can't be good friends with everyone. And i'm tired of being someone i'm not just so they can accept me.
I'm just so, so tired..
Signing off.
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
January Gone!! O____O
It’s February!! And bye bye January!! I’ll miss you.. :(
Let’s see what I did in January..hmmm..First off, COLLEGE STARTS AGAIN!! :D Well, i feel so happy mostly coz i will see my friends again.. And another coz i rot , decomposed and grow again just to repeat the cycle daily at home. Anyway, glad to start class again but this time without Elie.
ELIE YIP MEI HUI!! YOU COME BACK HERE!!! D<
Ouh. FYI she went to KYUEM (I always forget where it is.. >.<’’) and fighting ALONE there. Classes starts again , tutorials start piling up again , screwing practicals up again , blah blah blah.. But something different this semester. NO MORE TBR!! >D I moved to hostel lur~ And maybe it’s just me but somehow i feel better staying in hostel. And coz there’s always someone for me to kacau, I always crash at someone’s place. Mostly Cal’s , er , make it all the time. >D And i started doing tutorials!! Let’s just hope my willpower will last long enough. And Mer Win and i burnt two resistors. How did it happened? Apparently Mer Win mixed up between an A.C. power supply and a electometer (not sure the exact term.. ><) And so he just on the power supply and poof!! Smokes coming out and some strange smell too. XDThen the birthdays. It was Louis’s this time. But we didn’t really celebrate coz he went back for the weekend. Oh well.
And the lepakings as usual. Pasar malam , shoppings , movies , etc etc. But mostly shoppings coz need to buy new clothes ma. And i overspent like A LOT. And there’s like more and more stuff for me to buy. T.T
Ouh. This time CNY was a little different for me. We lit up the gigantic paper balloon. I think it’s called Kung Ming Teng (forgive my sucky pin yin) The plan was makan somewhere , which ended up in some place (i forgot the name > <) and then off to Titiwangsa. There’s this place with a huge lake. The same old lovey dovey place. But we took our stuff. And i sort of written some chinese words. But then i gave up and wrote english. Special huh. XD
Monday, December 20, 2010
JB - Singapore
Went to JB and Singapore last week. Seriously, this has become an annual event already. Every year we'll go there to what? SHOP FOR NEW CLOTHES!!! Yeah coz Seremban's lack of choice and KL's very pricy.
And JB's stuff are affordable and kinda ok lar. Friday morning, went for breakfast with aunts till almost 11. Then the whole journey took almost 3 hours. And i played PSP and sleep all the way. XD
Reached my uncle's house around 2 then makan there. After lunch, went Jusco to shop till dinner time. Bought a pair of jeans and 2 pieces of T-shirts. Coz the stuff there were kinda boring this year. Then dinner was..WOW!!
Sambal fish, oysters, lala's, sotongs, chow kueh tiow, and chicken skin. Awesome food!!! :D
Saturday morning, went to Singapore. First destination : Orchard Road!! Supposed to shop there, but hell the stuff's so pricy!! I mean it was dirt cheap for Singaporeans, imagine buying a T-shirt for around $10+, but as we are doing the conversions, it equals to almost RM25+. That's why we just walked around and had dinner at some food court. It was crowded like anything. I mean where do all this people come from? You need to literally fight for a place to sit. Seriously, if it's me deciding, i'll just go to some McD shop and have the regulars instead of fighting to eat some food which is not that great. OMG the crowd-iness is worse than KL. = =
Then went to 2 casinos, one is Golden Sand (which i'm not sure where) and Sentosa. And since i'm underage, i need to take my cousin who is also underage around the area. Hell it was boring when all the shops are branded ones : Gucci, LV, Jimmy Choo, Prada, Chanel, etc etc. Haihz. When in Sentosa, my cousin and i went to see the Universal globe and the Christmas tree behind it. Other than that nothing interesting. My other cousin initially wanted to bring us to watch some performance but it was full and the only time available is 9 something. So we decided to go back JB and reached only around 10. And my dinner is 11 at night. Went to bed with a full stomach. Unhealthy i know but i was too tired. :(
Sunday morning, breakfast at some shop. The food there was awesome. The yam cake and nasi lemak (drools). Oooohh. But other food is awesome too. Then went to my cousin's house at Austin Heights and spend some time there. After that, Jusco again. One of my aunts hasn't shop enough yet. LOL. I bought another pair of jeans and a shorts pants which cost 85+. Oppss. It was there with the jeans section and i didn't check the price. Oh well. Once in a while nvm lar. Hehe. Then go back to my uncle's house to pack and back to Seremban again. Reached around 7, then dinner, then back home.
And JB's stuff are affordable and kinda ok lar. Friday morning, went for breakfast with aunts till almost 11. Then the whole journey took almost 3 hours. And i played PSP and sleep all the way. XD
Reached my uncle's house around 2 then makan there. After lunch, went Jusco to shop till dinner time. Bought a pair of jeans and 2 pieces of T-shirts. Coz the stuff there were kinda boring this year. Then dinner was..WOW!!
Sambal fish, oysters, lala's, sotongs, chow kueh tiow, and chicken skin. Awesome food!!! :D
Saturday morning, went to Singapore. First destination : Orchard Road!! Supposed to shop there, but hell the stuff's so pricy!! I mean it was dirt cheap for Singaporeans, imagine buying a T-shirt for around $10+, but as we are doing the conversions, it equals to almost RM25+. That's why we just walked around and had dinner at some food court. It was crowded like anything. I mean where do all this people come from? You need to literally fight for a place to sit. Seriously, if it's me deciding, i'll just go to some McD shop and have the regulars instead of fighting to eat some food which is not that great. OMG the crowd-iness is worse than KL. = =
Then went to 2 casinos, one is Golden Sand (which i'm not sure where) and Sentosa. And since i'm underage, i need to take my cousin who is also underage around the area. Hell it was boring when all the shops are branded ones : Gucci, LV, Jimmy Choo, Prada, Chanel, etc etc. Haihz. When in Sentosa, my cousin and i went to see the Universal globe and the Christmas tree behind it. Other than that nothing interesting. My other cousin initially wanted to bring us to watch some performance but it was full and the only time available is 9 something. So we decided to go back JB and reached only around 10. And my dinner is 11 at night. Went to bed with a full stomach. Unhealthy i know but i was too tired. :(
Sunday morning, breakfast at some shop. The food there was awesome. The yam cake and nasi lemak (drools). Oooohh. But other food is awesome too. Then went to my cousin's house at Austin Heights and spend some time there. After that, Jusco again. One of my aunts hasn't shop enough yet. LOL. I bought another pair of jeans and a shorts pants which cost 85+. Oppss. It was there with the jeans section and i didn't check the price. Oh well. Once in a while nvm lar. Hehe. Then go back to my uncle's house to pack and back to Seremban again. Reached around 7, then dinner, then back home.
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